Rosh Chodesh Kislev

Today is the day the Rebbe "went home". The Rebbe suffered a major heart attack 1977 and stayed in his office of 770 for 5 weeks recovering. I am thinking of this today because of our fellow Shluchim in Mumbai. I am sure by now most have heard the devasting news and i pray that Hashem will help these young Shluchim. The Rebbe said in times like this we must think in this Chasidic manner......“Think positive, and it will be positive.” The truth is as i am trying to be positive but i am devistated. Today has been a day... My family was all suppose to go to NY for a wedding and Shabbos, but my baby has croup and i am also feeling yuck also. I stayed home with the baby and my husband and older son went. I have been home all day missing my family and wishing i was with them. Due to my sad ways today i have been glued to the computer waiting for updates from Mumbai. Since i am at home all day i have no distactions and i am becoming obssesed. I just want them all to be safe. Is that asking so much Hashem? Updates here