I use to say the worst thing in the world is when mommy isn't feeling well. The entire house kind of crumbles, but Ive come to a new conclusion. Nothing is as bad as the entire house, Tatty included, not feeling well. I didn't know that level of crumbling even existed. With that all said i have to say that I'm secretly enjoying everyone going through this in my home. Believe it or not but it puts my worried mind at ease.
How quickly can i get out of bed and start making dinner again after a treatment gone bad. When will i be able to lift my groceries out of my car without help? When will i not be ready for bed by 2pm? When will i stop worrying about every sniffle my kids get, and if my immune system can handle it? These are my new parenting goals. I have new lines now and new levels of acceptance.
Now excuse me i just heard someone loose their dinner, and yes that may be a smile on my face, so be it.
Monday, April 23, 2012
Even though though i was under the weather i have to admit it was a stunning out. So much so that i took this bunch for a photo shoot. I want to have pictures to remember them forever in their crisp spring Yom Tov clothes. I know one day Dovie wont let me put him in John John suits, and Rozie wont let me put flowers in her hair the size of a hat, and Mel will laugh at his teenage fashion statements. I need those memories sealed and delivered, so even through sickness i will preserve them.
Posted by Sheva at 3:45 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2012
I'm sure most of you have noticed that my break has extended past Passover. I planned to make many blog posts in the last week but I have to be honest to all of you.......I'm not feeling so great. It's nothing huge but just small things that build up. Like a sinus infection that was never ending, and when it finally did make its exit a head cold decided to kick in. See my immune system is currently non existent and I can't seem to fight off all these little bugs most of us catch ona daily basis so for me a simple cold can put me in the hospital,and a sinus i fection can stay for months.I'm working with doctors and hopefully we will be doing some stuff to boost this system of mine. Till then I'm going to attempt a new style of blogging. I'm hoping to blog more often but with smaller posts. I hope it will hold all of you over and I don't lose any of you my faithful readers. Till then.....
Posted by Sheva at 9:49 AM